|Posted on April 6, 2016 at 8:05 PM|
Hello beautiful lovelies!! So I just had my beautiful friend send me a link to a song by the Indigo Girls, It sings like this. How long till my soul gets it right.. Ohh,, I just wish I can sing it to you guys with my lovely voice!! Anyways, the song rang true to me because no matter how hard we try, we may always think we are lacking, or just plain old not good enough, or we pretend to be happy, when in reality our souls are crying, almost always unapologetically asking for help, crying for help and asking," God where are you?" How many times have we questioned ourselves, or second guessed our own divine ability to be who we are, who we are born to be. We are warriors, goddesses of the light, able to overcome and conquer the worst of all storms! Just the fact, (and Im referring to women here,) Just the fact that we give birth is an amazing reality, we cocreated that with our partners along with the divine Universe!! We are creators, not victims of circumstances!! We are here to learn, release, cry and try again!! I know for me it has been a journey of reflection as of late. Since I gave birth to my beautiful daughter Anoushka seven months ago, I realized how I have become somewhat critical and not happy with the way I look these days. I have gained about 20 pounds, and I am struggling to even take pictures because I feel like I look horrible!! But then again I have always had these issues since I was a child. I never felt 100% happy with my appearances even at the tender age of 5 years old, when my grandma dressed me up to go to kindergarten. So now that I am older, and I am realizing within myself the same reality of inadequacy, I am wondering where did this all stem from? As I honor and speak to my spirit guides, what they are telling me is that, I was told since very little, that I had to look a certain way, and because I didn't look that way, I started to become unhappy with myself and my appearances. I believed what I was being told. And I can feel the remembrance of it till this day. But the beautiful thing about all of this is that; Today I have the awareness that I did not have when I was 5 years old, and I also have the lovely voice of the Angels and my spirit guides helping me understand where all of this insecurity is coming and lack of self acceptance. I do love myself, but just like everyone else, I have some baggage!! lol Literally... I have 20 pounds to shed and it seems to creep up on me every so often. haha
Joking aside though, I will continue to work on myself, as I honor all parts of myself, inside and out! Let's embrace all of who we are, and not worry to fit in the status quo! I love you!
Love and light!!!
Karina, The Angel Reader.